Wednesday, July 22, 2009

so i love my friends i really do..
each one brings out different great qualities and i wouldn't have it any other way

sometimes i feel like i fail at everything though.. i'm only one person and i do care what others think but i wanna hang out with everyone and i cannot make everyone happy no matter how hard i try

things get brought up about the past that we are said to have forgotten and to move on but nope that never happens.. idk what to do but i just wanna live for my lord. i'm tired and i'm upset and i can't find the words i never have been able to

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

2 Timothy 3:16
All scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness.

Summer school is over and I managed to do well which is great. Now I'm just back to working for the wonderful Dr Knight in the RLEM/ESSM ANIN building at A&M and I couldn't be happier. I love that man, he's like another grandfather. Sweet, gentle, loving, kind, and caring on top of many other traits. Aside from that just picking up a few shifts at Outback Steakhouse to keep on top of my game for when I go back to San Angelo and hopefully work at that Outback again.

I miss Angelo and such but I am kind of curious to know what God wants me to do. I feel like it will be right for me to go back for another year or so but after that I guess we'll just have to see. I love my family and every day getting to spend time with them makes me happy. When I am alone I tend to think too much and I get upset and I don't like it. There is a boy I like but ultimately giving it to God because if it is right and is of the Lord then it will come in time. Just praying and lifting up everything to him.

My cousin gets married soon. She's going to look beautiful. Random side note I thought I'd add :)

Friend Amy Vines decided to move to Hawaii so I get her dog Emma whom has been great thus far. She's adorable and I am glad to be able to take care of her. She sleeps in my bed and makes me smile every time I see her so that's good.

I don't know what I am feeling right now. Debating whether I want to go to San Angelo this weekend.. weird?

I am so thankful for everything God has given me and just love to pray to him.

Rough patches, tears, roller coaster rides plus many more things could describe my relationship with one of my friends. Ultimately I hate drama but this girl is awesome. She makes me smile and just little things we do together I couldn't see myself doing with anyone else. I pray to be a better friend with each day. I am so thankful for the relationship we share and thank Jesus though I know I take many things for granted.

Thomas Calvin Wolz - You passed away on the 27th of June and I miss you boy. You were one attractive fellow. Glad I got to date ya :) Keep an eye out on all of us down here. My heart sings to know you are with Jesus. His home is so much better than this place I call home right now. Love you very much! Your family is staying strong. They will always miss you and Whitney is an amazing girl. Glad to know ya'll!

Winston- It's been awhile but I think about you often. Glad I get to talk to your mom occasionally. You are beautiful and I can't wait to see you again. Love you sweet girl. :) Watch over us!


caitlin